who am I?

I'm Elen
I'm a sinner

I'm a hermit
there are a select few I love to be around

I am slightly agoraphobic
I panic when there are too many people around

I still wish
always

I pray... all the time
I cannot make it through one moment without my Maker

I used to have severe anxiety
I still worry, sometimes

there was so much to me until it consumed me whole

I know God sent me here for a reason
I am here to open your hearts to each other, to love, to appreciation, to nature, the world and all its beautiful creatures. Love for Christ is all. It is complete; it really is.

I still wish the Lord a happy birthday on Christmas Eve

I live to bring glory to God

I adore angels
They absolutely amaze me in the deepest way; they are so pure and graceful, so heavenly, so caring

I love people watching
I love peering into the lives that you live without you knowing. I like your smiles, your movements, your eyes. I like human nature, the right way.

I'm classy, modest, humble
If you ask, I'd tell you my soul is 90 years old
I'm alive, appreciate each breath

What do I want to do with my life?
I want to take pictures for a living

my hand is constantly on my heart
subtle, but it is... always checking my pulse

I am scared to die
I'm so obsessed with life

if you look into my eyes, you can almost unravel my life
I believe in telepathy

Rest assured; after my invisibility, you will see me in your life

I always pray when I hear an ambulance
my heart goes out to those in pain

I am clumsy

I have my own philosophy
I can tell you now: surround your life around love and all will be right. Keep Christ above all and your heart the leader of the line. I assure you, even if it hurts... if you put your heart ahead of you and it gets broken, you will still feel right, feel proud. It won't fail you. He won't fail you.

I'm very affectionate

I only drink water
...and excessive amounts of tea

I love nature
the clouds amaze me... I could stare at them forever

I love ballet dancing
I love music
I love photography